MY SOULMATE

Here is another poem I just recently wrote for my beautiful wife:

Since the 1st
day I saw u I already knew
From that day forward
I would end up with u
Standing hand in hand,
Me looking straight into your eyes,
You make me feel
Like I’m flying high in the skies
I love u with all my heart,
I love u with all my soul.
It’s the way we bond
That’s making our love grow.
I got a few words to tell you,
I got a few words to say
They are coming from the heart
I mean them every day.
As simple as it is,
Coming 4rm me to u,
As much as it means,
BABY GIRL I LOOOVE U!!!

Women who I was told had a thing for me have tried to cause trouble with my marriage but I am in love with only one woman. They can say whatever they want but it's not gonna come between us. It's also funny how we are getting critizized for our parenting skills..because we don't spank or swat at all. Just because we never do no matter what he does doesn't mean our kids aren't disciplined. We do. As long as a kid has some disciplined they won't grow up to be a criminal. I was beat by my dad and drunk and partied heavily as a teen. It made me want to rebel more.

Nic has also been in a depressed mood lately. Very quiet and crying all the time. Any disagreement she has with a friend makes her cry. I stayed home from work with her a few days to help her feel better. I do whatever it takes to cheer her up. I've gotten some emails too from two men (I could give out names but I won't right now) saying I'm a piece of shit for a man. Because I do anything my wife wants and make her happy and don't discipline her. That's MY CHOICE, I know what emotional abuse is and she does not do that to me. But my judgement of some DD marriages is when the man wants it and basically tells his wife theirs no going back now and seems to get a lot of enjoyment over causing his wife physical pain. If a wife wants it and asks for it and is TRULY happy with it than that's great. But I still wouldn't be strict with my wife. If she wanted out she could always get out of it (a discipline). There's a blog someone showed me called "Shelter From the Storm" and she sounds just like my friend who was in a DD marriage. She really doesn't want the spankings and fears them but her husband doesn't seem to care and told her she will never get out of the lifestyle and he is boss. That is WRONG and yes ABUSE. People think I'm saying DD is wrong period. To me if the wife asks for it and really wants it and the husband can do it and they are BOTH the happiest they've ever been and she's never afraid than that's great.

I just know my wife inside and out. We may have only been married 3 yrs but I have known her since we were kids and we have a special bond. Yes we argue but I never yell no matter what and she has watched how she reacts and things she says in an argument. She will walk away if she thinks she is gonna yell or say the wrong thing to me because she said she wants to treat me like I treat her. And any of our friends can tell anyone how in love we are and happy we both are. She's been abused so she feels like if she's loosing control she lashes out and yes I let her. She has this fear that she will somehow loose me but I'm always showing her I'm not going anywhere. I love doing the little suprises I do for her and being romantic and cooking and cleaning. She doesn't tell me to do anything, in fact she will try to wash dishes after I cook but I take over and do it anyway or sometimes she washes and I dry. I don't agree it's a woman's place to cook and clean.And btw: Mitch at the Husbandly Touch Blog already informed me if his wife refused to submit to discipline and said no more ever he would stop even the lifestyle means a lot to him. I respect that even if I don't agree with a lot of things he does to her and his rules. My wife is such a fiery personality it would take completely breaking her spirit like her ex did to make her submit.

Anyway, I ranted to long. Until next time.